Monday 18 March 2013

Ethos of the Soldier


General and soldier are one and the same.
For your wearied hearts there is no soothing.
In a fight where there is no one to blame,
You do your best to keep on moving.
Your fight is born of unfounded fears.
You have lost your heart and the comfort of tears.
You look at the sky and wonder “why”?
Following orders you dare not defy.
Losing your voice to the battle drum,
How much more before you succumb?
Blind as you are, you jump right in.
Caught in a fight you cannot win.
With a limp in your stride,
You soldier on out of pride,
Knowing full well that freedom has died…

Fade to Black


By Jeffrey Kwesiga 31 March 2012

You stand as an exile in your own reality, a darkness encroaching upon the light,
They very heart of darkness that bore the stars and the beautiful night.
Your estranged beauty leaves them cowering in fear,
They tell you that you are ugly against all they hold dear.
They cast you out like sin to sing a desolate song on a lonely flight.

You fold your dreary wings,
And watch them turn their backs,
The world was meant for beautiful things,
Now turn yourself and fade to black.

You sing your song of joy today, your voice booming with pride,
An anthem for the love you hold, in the darkness deep inside.
They greet your gift with shock and horror, hiding their faces, and covering their ears,
They scream at you with angry tears.
“How dare you sing in our perfect silence and fill our dreams with fears!”

You fold your dreary wings,
And watch them turn their backs,
The world was meant for beautiful things,
Now turn yourself and fade to black.



Their sickly child lies dying, the gift they loved the most,
As you approach they feel your presence like an icy chilling ghost.
She has fought long but the light begins to dim as the day gets late.
They shun your words of comfort and curse your face with hate.
Only one face turns to see you looking tender and mild,
As you are greeted by the unexpected smile of a dying child.
Her tiny hands reach across the void and stroke your sullen wings,
Blind since birth she says they are the most perfect of things.
Looking up she sees a face for the very first time,
And tells you how yours was always the most sublime.
Shocked and surprised you wonder what she must mean.
How can you compare when mine is the only face you have ever seen?
She answers, “When I could not see with my eyes I saw with my heart,
Your words were the only words of comfort right from the start”.
I appreciated everything and hated that we were apart.
Smiling you tell her, “I am sorry my dear but once again we must part,
But do not worry, our friendship is just at its start”.
You guide her back across the void and into the light.
Her blind eyes open as they wail and curse the night.
They hold her tight vowing never to let go,
Your face cradles a smile as the dawn begins to grow.

You fold your dreary wings,
And watch them turn their backs,
The world was meant for beautiful things,
Now turn yourself and fade to black.

Saturday 9 February 2013

Back In 2013

So here I am in 2013 post Mayan Doomsday. As far as proposed doomsday events go that was a total flop. All humanity did was invade some poor unfortunate village and France. Life still ticks on as usual. I guess we should find that comforting in some way. 

As promised I have returned from the netherworld of procrastination to fulfill my promise of reinstating the blog. It is like Bruce Wayne returning to the bat cave but not nearly as glamorous and with far fewer gadgets and cool stuff. Simple and understated.

I have come to realize that this strange thing we call blogging actually does take a lot of work to keep up. Especially coming up with good content, which will be my mission for the year. It is all well and dandy to put up stuff relevant to your life, but the real trick is putting something up that will be relevant to someone else. I hope to be someone who can do the latter rather than just someone else littering the internet with word spam.

Hold onto your keyboards, mice, tablets, and phones, because here we go 2013!